Lately I have been experiencing sharp pains in my feet during ritual. I have problems with my joints but the pain can best be described as, "fucking excruciating" and usually occurs at a very specific part of a ritual. The pain quickly dissipates after ritual but I do not feel the pain in any other context. I ALWAYS prefer to stand besides when I sit, my feet never touch the ground. I am THAT short (people used to call me elf). No short jokes, PUHLEASE, I have heard everyone of them.
Gynwyt Siarad is a good friend of mine and a very talented healer so I asked him to help me with the blockages in my feet. He focused the energy in each foot and then handed me two stones that were supposed to balance and I guess ground me too. For his first wave of energy, he sent water, which for this little fire sign was the closest to drowning that I ever felt. The water felt most overwhelming in the area of my throat. Had I not had perfect love in trust in the druid, I would have panicked. The other wave of energy he sent through my body was of fire, which was comforting.
That night I worked with Maat, again, to see if the pain would occur again. I made sure to spend time with her, doing everything deliberately and slow. Only a slight amount of pain occurred...
The stones that Gynwyt Siarad gave me were very significant and I instantly see the association with my own work. More on this later.